tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52279663402955302762024-03-19T04:43:04.457+02:00God's test on lifeCome share the love with a fantastic family faced with everyday life challenges: from the happy times to the sad times and embark on our journey of spirituality.Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.comBlogger136125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-9286486241853411352010-07-29T15:13:00.000+02:002010-07-29T15:13:49.906+02:00Things right now ...is starting to get just a little bit TOO much to handle.<br />
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Feels like I'm sinking deeper and deeper. I have so much to deal with right now. My mom being so ill, my son's well-being (very close to my mom), my own well-being, my current job.<br />
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WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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But I sure would like to see that rainbow soon ... I hope and pray I'm strong enough to pull through.<br />
This morning I woke up in such a good mood, thinking to myself that there is finally light at the end of the tunnel as my mom was up already and requested a cup of tea = recovery. Boy, was I wrong, as she is so sick again.<br />
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I pray that this nightmare will soon be over as I'm so emotionally and physically drained, feel like climbing in a hole never to return :(Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-82348679751698880632010-06-17T10:18:00.002+02:002010-06-17T10:19:53.572+02:00Its been a whileand I wont bore u any further just wanted to share that I'm doing the 40 day love dare and u can follow me on<br /><br /><a href="http://lifeasamarriedwoman-kim.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">http://lifeasamarriedwoman-kim.blogspot.com/</a><br /><br />hope to see u there ...<br /><br />mwahugsKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-34215371204809424922010-02-08T16:01:00.002+02:002010-02-08T16:19:08.345+02:00Here I am againWell its been ages since I lost blogged, but I have been quite busy at work and in life that I'm barely touching ground....<br /><br />I'm busy planning mom's 60th birthday party, my first Cocktail party (kudos to me), and then D is turning 10 in August and I would love to have something for him as well.<br /><br />I'm also running around in the office like a headless chicken doing my work, our temp/learner's that has left and our Field controllers work. I have to be honest and say I'm not nearly getting all work done each day, but hey I'm trying my best.<br /><br />And then, I've also turned into this health fanatic as I have started 'dieting' (see it more as a lifestyle change) again and have lost 3kg thus far and have also been making more use of my VA contract as I paid it in DEC and never even went once!LOL - am so bad, so putting everything to use....<br /><br />I've found a new hobby - Mosaic - I absolutely love it and will post some pics as soon as my sexy DH decides to spoil me and buy me a new camera, *nudge nudge, wink wink*, and then I am still doing scrapbooking and need to seriously work more on D's room.<br /><br />Apart from all of this our TTC plans is on hold and will resume in April again, although I'm not preventing. I've made an appointment with Dr Dasoo who is a gynea/FS, he practises at Bio-Art and at Garden City, for the 8th of April and I am excited, yet scared to see him.<br /><br />I so want to start my own company planning events and wedding although I'm not to clued up on where to start, but watch this space. Very soon you will hear from me.<br /><br />D has been so happy to be back at school as they are exchanging periods now and writing in pen so this is like super cool for him. This past weekend he had a project at school on masks and had to actually make one. We had so much fun and the scrapbook gemstones and sequins came in quite handy.<br /><br />R is also excited for the 8th of April as am I and we are still so inlove and go on date nights at least twice a month.<br /><br />Well that is it for now!Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-18759245531656797422009-12-14T09:16:00.002+02:002009-12-14T09:35:27.047+02:00Be Blessed<div class="Section1"><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >All the days of my life are important and yet today is the only day I can claim as mine,<?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Yesterday is in the tomb, tomorrow is in the womb, today is really all what I have, <o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Today is my gift, my present to be celebrated, today is my day and I will celebrate its benefits,<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Today I will be better than I was yesterday; today I will love myself to the fullest,<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Yesterday’s mercies are gone but today’s were renewed this morning, <o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >I will not be held back by my failures of yesterday, for today I have new strength and wisdom<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Yesterday, I might have done only ten push-ups, but today I am equipped to do more<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >This is the day that the Lord has made; s I will rejoice and be glad in it<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Today is the day of success; I will live this day as if it is my last<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Why should I throw “now” after “maybe?” <o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >The sun can only rise once this morning, I can’t place tomorrow’s gold in today’s purse<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >I will not pay interest on the debt I have not incurred<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >I lift my arms with praise for the priceless gift of a new day<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >I will maintain an attitude of gratitude in order to turn my tragedies into strategies<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >I have been allowed to live this extra day because there is something extra I have to do<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Is this my day to excel? Is this another opportunity for me to become the person I was designed to be?<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Action will be my weapon to destroy procrastination <o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Faith will be my shield to block the fiery darts of doubt<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >Love will be my sword to dismember fear<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >If I lift up a friend in need today, then I shall give praise to the giver of days<o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:130%;color:red;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-size:14;color:red;" >One thing I do know; Today is my day!</span></span></b></p></div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-25575250886593258262009-12-09T09:14:00.003+02:002009-12-09T13:01:48.489+02:00To my friends and family ...<div class="Section1"><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >BEFORE YOU GUYS GO ON LEAVE,</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><div style="MARGIN: 3.75pt"><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >I JUST WANT TO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR 2010, </span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >Make yourself happy, pursue your passions & be the</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >best in what you do.</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >Take care of yourself. …don't wait for someone to take</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >care of you.</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >You light up your life. You drive yourself to your</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >destination.</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">No one completes you - except YOU.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">There will be mistakes along the way………..but they will also be lessons…………………and u will never make the right choices without making the wrongs ones 1<sup>st</sup>.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">So remember to love, laugh and live completely with no regret…………..bcoz true friends will always be there no matter what………………and in the end You alone determine your own happiness.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;" ></span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">Have a blessed Christmas and an awesome new year!!!!! And May God be with you each step of the way.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal"><b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:130%;color:#cc99ff;" >With all my love and warm wishes</span></span></b><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;font-size:180%;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:20;color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;font-size:180%;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';font-size:20;color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:Arial;font-size:10;color:#cc99ff;"></span></span><span style="color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12;color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:7;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:Arial;font-size:72;color:#cc99ff;"></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;">H</span></span><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;">appy holidays!!!!!!!!!!</span></span></strong></span><span style="font-family:Bradley Hand ITC;color:#cc99ff;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'Bradley Hand ITC';color:#cc99ff;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Amienne;font-size:7;color:blue;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:Amienne;font-size:72;color:blue;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-size:12;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;color:black;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-size:12;color:black;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12;"><br clear="all"></span></span><span style="color:black;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="color:black;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span style="font-family:Comic Sans MS;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="font-family:'Comic Sans MS';font-size:10;color:blue;"></span></span><span style="color:black;"><span lang="EN-ZA" style="color:black;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p></div><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:100%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:12;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"> </p></div><pre> </pre>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-80933898765379543842009-12-02T15:48:00.002+02:002009-12-02T15:57:49.332+02:00Am I being selfish?Randy has to work overtime tonight and tomorrow ... no big deal ...<br /><br />BUT, he was also told that next year they will be working overtime even more and that there will be times when they have to go away to CT or <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">DBN</span> to go and work there ...<br /><br />I'm so sad and angry at this news ... sure I want Randy to grow and I want him to be <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">successful</span> ... but, I also want a baby and we have decided to go the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">FS</span> route next year ... this new news means that we will have to put our <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">TTC</span> journey on hold again ... because<br /><br />* he will be away or working overtime which means he will be tired most of the time<br />* because of their workload, he will not be able to make appointments when we do go see an <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">FS</span><br />* he wants to study next year and has already enrolled which means his time for me and us will be even less than anticipated ...<br /><br />I'm so dismayed at this news and am even crying while I'm typing this ...<br /><br />I really do want him to succeed in life and I know we have our whole life together, but I really thought 2010 will be our year that we get blessed and extend our family ...Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-82231221335230827272009-11-30T09:46:00.003+02:002009-11-30T14:21:27.641+02:00It's our anniversary<div class=Section1> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>Well today is our 2<sup>nd</sup> anniversary and I’m so happy to have made it thus far. I remember last year we were separated and I always thought after not spending our first year together that the rest would also be so lonely and sad.<o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>But, I was wrong. <o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>On Friday night my DH decided to spoil me. Let me first tell you that my DH is not into chick flicks and would rather settle for an action packed movie before going for something girly, but Friday he decided to take me to see New Moon. I was in cloud nine, when he suggested we go see it. I even asked him if he was sure that he wanted to go and he said “I have to take you, you love this movie” – music to my ears. <o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>SO on Friday, I was excited the whole day, not even my toothache could put me off from seeing this movie. The movie everyone had been waiting for …<o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>Off we went to see the movie, when we got there we were 1<sup>st</sup> in line … the movie was supposed to start at 8.15pm, but started at 8.40pm … we bought our tickets at 7pm and decided to do window shopping while waiting for 8pm … we then made our way to the popcorn stand and when we got there it was so full … I never knew that so many people were actually following the Twilight series … well I knew lots of women loved Edward and probably wished that he or their better half would have so much passion over them as he had over Bella … I know I did and I even mentioned it to Randall … LOL … no comment<o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>Anyhoo, all I can say is that I enjoyed our anniversary celebration and that I’m looking forth to many more to come …<o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>To the love of my life:<o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'>I love you now, tomorrow and always and I’m very happy to be spending my life with you - such a remarkable man. <o:p></o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=2 color=blue face=Calibri><span style='font-size: 11.0pt;font-family:Calibri;color:blue'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size: 12.0pt'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> <p class=MsoNormal><font size=3 face="Times New Roman"><span style='font-size: 12.0pt'><o:p> </o:p></span></font></p> </div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-74569165891017930892009-11-24T12:25:00.002+02:002009-11-24T12:30:25.850+02:00Christmas fever ...Well seems like everyone is being infected with Christmas ... everywhere you go <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">people</span> are shopping and laughing and just enjoying the season ...<br /><br />Most people are shopping for gifts, for clothes, for trees and for yummy treats ...<br /><br />The Christmas fever is starting to rub off me now that we drew names at work and have to buy and exchange gifts on the 22 Dec ... we will be having a Christmas Breakfast, despite having our Christmas function this past weekend ... which we really enjoyed ...<br /><br />I've got so much to do still ... but I will get it all done ...<br /><br />I need to:<br />*buy <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Varney's</span> gift<br />*buy Randy's gift<br />*buy mom's gift<br />*buy my boss a gift ... I drew his name ...<br />*buy yummy treats for the kids ....<br /><br />At least the other things have been taken care of ...<br /><br />That's it for now ...Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-45386573840901776732009-11-18T09:10:00.002+02:002009-11-18T13:09:38.945+02:00Word for today<div class="Section1"><p><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;">Verse: </span></span><strong><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;">1 Samuel 30:6</span></span></b></strong><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold;font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;" ><br /></span></span></b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;"><br /><span style="color:#0066ff;"><span style="color:#0066ff;">But David encouraged and strengthened himself in the Lord his God.<br /><br /></span></span>- In the midst of difficult times, David believed in His God.<br />- You and I can do the same.<br />- We can remind ourselves of God's goodness and be encouraged.<br />- Whatever happens, remember God is there and He will strengthen you.<br /><br /></span></span><strong><b><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;">PRAYER:</span></span></b></strong><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:10;"> Lord, I receive Your strength right now. I will remind myself of Your goodness to me, no matter what happens. Amen.<br /><br />Have a great day.<br /><br /><span style="color:#0066ff;"><span style="color:#0066ff;"><?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></p></div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-92014845526477999332009-11-16T15:57:00.001+02:002009-11-16T16:10:52.681+02:00A blog is a blog is a blog<div class="Section1"><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">I’ve always thought of a blog as a recipe … you know the stork ad where the lady says something along the lines of blogs … LOL<?xml:namespace prefix = o /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">I really always thought that it must be recipes being shared or a secret recipe… that was until I discovered OPM where some of the ladies had blogs … I remember that Lilian was the first one to introduce us to the world of blogging … I was still scared of starting my own blog and to tell you the truth I was clueless as to where to start …<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">Somehow I started getting the picture that a blog is an online diary, just that if you chose too, it could become public property … for a few days I just followed her blog and remember her blog as being busy (I guess we all start of that way, I also started posting up to 3 posts a day, however this has all changed). Then I discovered Natalie’s blog and was so enticed with her blog that sometimes if she didn’t post I would get so upset … LOL following blogs used to be my daily bread until I decided to start my own one ..<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">At first I was confused and so scared to post anything on my blog … in fact I did not know where to start or what to base my blog on … then it hit me maybe I should blog about my life … about anything or everything … after all that is what a blog was used for right?<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">We started exchanging blog addresses and soon I started getting followers to my blog and I started following everyone else’s blog … it was awesome reading up on what everyone has gotten up to … it still is, although sometimes I’m too busy to follow anyone’s blog … <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">The gadgets we could add to our blogs was just as great … I felt like a kid in a candy shop and then I started getting addicted to creating a blog that today I have 5 blogs that I manage … <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">Ok so the other ones might not be open to the public, but watch this space soon it will be, especially since I can just mail my blogs, which means life or posting would be much more easier …<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">Why or how did you start a blog?<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p></div><pre> </pre>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-5564890867319067352009-11-16T08:45:00.002+02:002009-11-16T08:46:40.663+02:00Testing, testing ... 123<div class="Section1"><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:85%;color:blue;"><span style="font-family:Calibri;font-size:11;color:blue;">Ok so I have discovered email in a whole other way and would like to test it … I am emailing my blog and would just like to see if it actually does post. This will make life so much easier … SO, here goes ….</span></span></p></div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-70882198470059947462009-11-12T13:05:00.003+02:002009-11-12T13:16:46.439+02:00ZZZZZZzzzzzzzI have been feeling so tired for the last week, by noon I cant even concentrate or keep my eyes open.<br /><br />I think its got something to do with the fact that 1. I either go to bed to early ... (I normally get into bed by 9, but this past week I've been going to bed at 8 or 8.30pm, which is not so much earlier and I wake at 6) or 2. the fact that I haven't been going to gym this week.<br /><br />My (.)(.) are also very <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">EINA</span>, especially when I lay on them. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">don't</span> think I will get a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">BFP</span> this month and am not stressing too much about it, that is something I will start worrying about next year.<br /><br />I cant wait for Christmas to come. I'm so in a hurry for it ... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">LOL</span> and next week we will be having our year end function. We going bowling and then grabbing a bite at Spur.<br /><br />Well, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Varney</span> is starting with his tantrum throwing so I will update in his blog.<br />Randy is still <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">ok</span> just stressing about his studies for next year.<br /><br />And that is it ...Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-58408348041419282762009-11-06T15:44:00.002+02:002009-11-06T15:51:30.384+02:00Finally its the weekend babe!!!Well another week has gone by, which means we getting closer to Christmas.<br /><br />I attended a workshop, on the job I do, yesterday and today and I am <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">kapoet</span> after all the input we had to give ...<br /><br />I'm so happy its finally weekend, although its going to be a busy one ... they all have been for the last couple of months. Tomorrow I have to go shopping with my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">SIL</span> and then get home and help Randy paint. So I'm hoping that Sunday will be nice and quiet.<br /><br />Anyways, I think I'm in the 2WW - <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">LOL</span>, cause I had O pains on Wednesday evening ... my right ovary was throbbing and then yesterday I had <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">ALOT</span> of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">EWCM</span> and off course we <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">BD'ed</span> ... I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">didn't</span> wanna tell Randy that it might be O taking place, cause I just felt that I might be adding pressure ... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hehehe</span> ...<br /><br />So maybe I will update with a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">BFP</span> soon ...<br /><br />PS: my ticker on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">OPM</span> says I am still going to O, so will continue <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">BD</span> every 2<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">nd</span> day ...<br /><br />Enjoy your weekend and keep it safe!!!<br /><br />KimKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-66729993442177621652009-11-03T15:53:00.002+02:002009-11-03T16:04:05.914+02:00BloglandI have noticed that blogland has been very busy lately ... I have been reading some of my fellow bloggers blogs, but have not been able to comment on the posts ...<br /><br />Lately work has been so busy ... we heading towards the silly season ... which means our ATM's will be busy until the 24th Dec and then again on 31 Dec and then everyone is BROKE and the ATM's quiet down again ...<br /><br />Christmas is just around the corner ... just 7w3d to go until Christmas ... and truthfully I haven't even bought a single gift and am stressing my a$$ off here ... I know now isnt the time to think of gifts as everybody is cash strapped, but at least gifts for the special people in my life ...<br /><br />Our 2nd anniversary is also coming up and we decided we not going to make a fuss about it ... we just going out for a romantic evening, but we are NOT buying gifts for each other.<br /><br />I am making progress on my diet having fallen off the wagon and am back at 81kg's and so proud, but what I'm even more proud is I have eaten a choccie in 3 weeks and last night when I was offered I declined. YAY to me!!!!!!!<br /><br />Varney has developed a phobia, if I can call it that, for his dad. I dont know why but it has been a month since he has gone to his dad and it makes me feel bad, cause it probably looks like I'm keeping him from them.<br /><br />On the TTC front, we are just going with the flow and leaving it up to God. If it happens we will be happy, if not we will try some day again. Reason, Randy is going to study as of next year and I'm thinking of doing a mosaic course. My manager wants me to do a study programme within the company, so I'm also considering it.<br /><br />We have not done any more DIY work as we have been very busy, but will start this weekend again.<br /><br />Well, I think this is it ... will update again ...<br /><br />lots of huggies and lovies<br /><br />KimKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-28435862030375008792009-10-22T15:42:00.002+02:002009-10-22T15:47:53.133+02:00AF oh AF!!!!!!!!So the witch finally decided to make a grand entrance last night. Making my cycle 38 days long.<br /><br />I am thinking of writing her a letter to notify her that she is not welcome anymore and that I wont be needing her services any longer - <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">LOL</span>.<br /><br />In a way I'm happy to have AF, takes all the 'what ifs?' from my mind.<br /><br />Will see what happens this month?!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">Thanks ladies for always being here for me, I would probably be insane by now if it were not for you!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Mwah</span>!!!<br /><br />Kim<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">xoxoxo</span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-20637992715667753142009-10-20T12:59:00.002+02:002009-10-20T13:27:11.571+02:00I think my body has forgotten how to make babies ...This is my only conclusion I have now around my fertility ... that my body has forgotten how to make babies.<br /><br />I mean its been almost ten years since I had a baby/conceived. So, somewhere along the line my body must have forgotten how to make a baby.<br /><br />I am so tired of this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">TTC</span> hell. I'm at breaking point. I need help urgently.<br /><br />Here I was experiencing all these 'pseudo' symptoms, being late, the fatigue, the tender breast, the darkening <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">areolas</span>, the twinges ... you name it ... I had it. And still my test is a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">BFN</span>!!!!!!!<br /><br />Two tests later, two negative tests later I started spotting and now I'm just waiting for the witch to make a grand entrance.<br /><br />I'm starting to get scared of the fact that I might never have a baby again and what scares me more is what it would do to my marriage. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">don't</span> know if we will be strong enough to make it through and this scares me so much that I often find myself crying myself to sleep.<br /><br />Randy, or anyone for that matter, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">doesn't</span> know how I am feeling as I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">don't</span> openly talk about my 'problems'. I'm just tired of feeling so useless and insecure.<br /><br />I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">don't</span> know what my next step might be towards getting a baby ... I really <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">don't</span> know!<br /><br />31 months of trying is enough!!!!!Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-14255396284654486152009-10-05T12:45:00.002+02:002009-10-05T12:54:33.279+02:00Starting over...Well today is the day that I start from <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">scratch</span> with my diet. I decided I'm going to be very strict on myself and drink lots of water again.<br /><br />I've been sucking at drinking water for the last 2 weeks. I was just drinking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">appletiser</span> and I think it affected my kidneys or bladder. I drank <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">citro</span>-soda to 'flush out' my system and I'm feeling better already. I also decided to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">incorporate</span> my eating plan and to make 'going to gym' part of my daily activities.<br /><br />For the next four weeks I'm going to be very strict on myself as we are attending a wedding on the 31st and I just have to look good.<br /><br />My eating plan for today is as follows:<br /><br /><strong>B:</strong> 3 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">provitas</span> with peanut butter and 1 cup of tea<br /><strong>S:</strong> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">LF</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">yoghurt</span><br /><strong>L:</strong> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">roti</span> with chicken fillet, lettuce, tomato and cheese<br /><strong>S:</strong> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">LF</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">yoghurt</span><br /><strong>D:</strong> spaghetti and mince<br /><br /><strong>Water:</strong> 1.5 litres<br /><br /><strong>Exercise:</strong> 30 minutes (treadmill), 30 minutes (spinning)<br /><br />With love<br />Kim<br />xoxoxoKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-91392644489263940232009-10-01T11:27:00.014+02:002009-10-01T11:42:53.899+02:00OUR DIY HOME PROJECT (part 1)Now you know what I get up to on weekends ... LOL<br /><br /><div align="center"><em>can you see the 2 different colours?</em></div><div align="center"><em>yes, its pink and grey ...</em></div><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM7Ns3Jh2zDj5Dj3Qwm3xa_BQ8qr7a-_XD2R1g3GNE9aZizYL8r720bWZYkdwfaSxO_t_ilQpQPXi2ENA6Ag4dbZ2Qn1B50F5Lk5a60_PtHt8dK1Fm2Pnhc8liPJ6f8OGWU2EoDfudC0en/s1600-h/P1020155.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387562222359182722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjM7Ns3Jh2zDj5Dj3Qwm3xa_BQ8qr7a-_XD2R1g3GNE9aZizYL8r720bWZYkdwfaSxO_t_ilQpQPXi2ENA6Ag4dbZ2Qn1B50F5Lk5a60_PtHt8dK1Fm2Pnhc8liPJ6f8OGWU2EoDfudC0en/s320/P1020155.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center"><em>the grey wall with the peach painting</em><br /></div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhwZXPk895zCIM2XzRf2f_sO-Ywmxyi0N9OObiLonQMzm_fXndkzJDxKE5cQWQwcc7fRGyzCOmleTbbYNGPOvdNCQCbDbGL6yzN0TfzsQsUs57msgYnqiQx2fB34_fh5AX0GzK5E9I67di/s1600-h/P1020154.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387562110709874738" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhwZXPk895zCIM2XzRf2f_sO-Ywmxyi0N9OObiLonQMzm_fXndkzJDxKE5cQWQwcc7fRGyzCOmleTbbYNGPOvdNCQCbDbGL6yzN0TfzsQsUs57msgYnqiQx2fB34_fh5AX0GzK5E9I67di/s320/P1020154.JPG" border="0" /></a> <em>the pink wall ... thinking of getting silver frames with some picture on this wall</em><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLy0G2t_Dj8u5lGdAKGy7ezl5lPNNnFiXXi1U4g4dmtB1VWiTsoY1seqxglmbqJLAjFv-WdpM_H8dZivIy_4z1fN8Kk_Ovc5scF9zr7j7ri5_KMc7-ti4-1XXbwshWfR86dHmJ6NgX2RS7/s1600-h/P1020153.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561962543263650" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLy0G2t_Dj8u5lGdAKGy7ezl5lPNNnFiXXi1U4g4dmtB1VWiTsoY1seqxglmbqJLAjFv-WdpM_H8dZivIy_4z1fN8Kk_Ovc5scF9zr7j7ri5_KMc7-ti4-1XXbwshWfR86dHmJ6NgX2RS7/s320/P1020153.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><em>the grey wall ... we thinking of moving the TV unit to this side of the lounge</em><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHlw7znIq2LnLLzE21iDV9iR5HTKG_R8i4Wq7z44kyXtUdi5ZfmeoyvaKoNTOoNjLsgSv-RhclGx22CZClwBaKmq8lZ3IduxqgbjxFPkROBBQ-jDVAiBuz9uszlQIDFhM3YdKiv7cDkhaM/s1600-h/P1020151.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561844521264594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHlw7znIq2LnLLzE21iDV9iR5HTKG_R8i4Wq7z44kyXtUdi5ZfmeoyvaKoNTOoNjLsgSv-RhclGx22CZClwBaKmq8lZ3IduxqgbjxFPkROBBQ-jDVAiBuz9uszlQIDFhM3YdKiv7cDkhaM/s320/P1020151.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><em>we will be taking out these cupboards to make the kitchen and lounge open plan ... but for now the yellow walls match the cupboards ...</em><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZMJ3QQLX39_Rqc-gggwiR0SfS4H80j6PoOrp-_iC0an0OOoMrAiPvONc-gtx3BKq6WN-091g4Idcxb5MY7XE-f38Sf5o5zYroODUfXFxHWX7SU_Q4dgfNOJp-6pz5RtadIO3raCdF0AEM/s1600-h/P1020150.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561703744950082" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZMJ3QQLX39_Rqc-gggwiR0SfS4H80j6PoOrp-_iC0an0OOoMrAiPvONc-gtx3BKq6WN-091g4Idcxb5MY7XE-f38Sf5o5zYroODUfXFxHWX7SU_Q4dgfNOJp-6pz5RtadIO3raCdF0AEM/s320/P1020150.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><em>cupboards will be put in against this wall</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6Z9-Us4B5tZu8tbabk1GhwLjnfcIdXFn3AwUwshJkTcucEY5SRUiW8zylh8Anfk8N7Qdaxgoz7Kxav7uoYSuiKZ-NTNO7FakGSnh6QBsJjoquvw7kwjzKz_14Zrta__f8i_Lxr64sX7Hh/s1600-h/P1020149.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561607157836482" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6Z9-Us4B5tZu8tbabk1GhwLjnfcIdXFn3AwUwshJkTcucEY5SRUiW8zylh8Anfk8N7Qdaxgoz7Kxav7uoYSuiKZ-NTNO7FakGSnh6QBsJjoquvw7kwjzKz_14Zrta__f8i_Lxr64sX7Hh/s320/P1020149.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><em>just wanted to show you how nice the yellow goes with white ... LOL</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyR03BMwBZY0logKBPkWzI_Xa_vD6JNK8o4huk6jEWeebJlXpOqPdrBDcCSk6L2lCoXGnh9XAjKxYdLXZI9ta-LMUBSIdL9M383LS3ofsppWDI8SPPTGdd47O6HLbQfWEpce-Oln4dhZ8l/s1600-h/P1020148.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561480154994722" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyR03BMwBZY0logKBPkWzI_Xa_vD6JNK8o4huk6jEWeebJlXpOqPdrBDcCSk6L2lCoXGnh9XAjKxYdLXZI9ta-LMUBSIdL9M383LS3ofsppWDI8SPPTGdd47O6HLbQfWEpce-Oln4dhZ8l/s320/P1020148.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><em>ok ... mom's bedroom ... we putting in a new curtain rail this weekend ...</em><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_RMMjJzzEhS88cVvaBny3-NuarB1up1nwhKqqLqy8idyIONL7emMxDx2B4YwKtLmb0y3FphvOPqzJ6YriwZX3lYzUYcKF0WD3TPjJcTFuZzzB8-j47YybIZtFwl721vqninrQXuCYBRo6/s1600-h/P1020147.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561289493886930" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_RMMjJzzEhS88cVvaBny3-NuarB1up1nwhKqqLqy8idyIONL7emMxDx2B4YwKtLmb0y3FphvOPqzJ6YriwZX3lYzUYcKF0WD3TPjJcTFuZzzB8-j47YybIZtFwl721vqninrQXuCYBRo6/s320/P1020147.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><em>Varney's bedroom and ceiling ... still thinking of a border????</em><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6FJb8KI83veVsQecaVHc7UCOHQgAR1WClE2WOakij_vkFopaqmfOzJImuNI4eePWpN7vAq5GpBMaIdFOg5a_y3QP3m3whjIUyUoLz5mIPhGg2QtE1lBjX6nGC5HAwglx1xvRrbuRgboL9/s1600-h/P1020142.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387561055016212482" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6FJb8KI83veVsQecaVHc7UCOHQgAR1WClE2WOakij_vkFopaqmfOzJImuNI4eePWpN7vAq5GpBMaIdFOg5a_y3QP3m3whjIUyUoLz5mIPhGg2QtE1lBjX6nGC5HAwglx1xvRrbuRgboL9/s320/P1020142.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><em>Varney's bed ... I want to put up white wooden blocks spelling out his name on this wall ...</em><br /><br /><br /></div><div align="left"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzqMFVvaqVjBnN_gEjCxmJ7eF6We18ITv7sYecLzSjd_1w458hRwmRFw_w40zhHh24QeQXm4FacqiTGwGC0VVTfShZOcgrjAKc1DcbOohxxU81Fv3WOiYJAcN4M_w6EYZzrglgH6d8_mt4/s1600-h/P1020141.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5387560963527399778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzqMFVvaqVjBnN_gEjCxmJ7eF6We18ITv7sYecLzSjd_1w458hRwmRFw_w40zhHh24QeQXm4FacqiTGwGC0VVTfShZOcgrjAKc1DcbOohxxU81Fv3WOiYJAcN4M_w6EYZzrglgH6d8_mt4/s320/P1020141.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Ok, all that needs to be done is our bedroom and the bathroom and then I will start accesorising ... </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><strong>PS: part 2 will follow soon ...</strong></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">Kim<br /><br /></div><div align="left"></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><br /></div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-55173453612454059782009-09-23T15:08:00.002+02:002009-09-23T15:26:21.778+02:00Just another chapter in my life ...So, I decided to go back onto my pill ... <strong>WHAT A DISASTER</strong> that turned out to be ... I went onto the pill on CD1 and on CD15 AF came waltzing back into my life like the <strong><em>super </em></strong><a href="mailto:b!@tch"><strong><em>b!@tch</em></strong></a> she is ...<br /><br />I decided to continue with the pill to see if the witch would go away and I can sadly say she is still here ... note today is CD25 so which means 6 days of AF, 9 days of her leaving and then 10 days of her again ...<br /><br />So I called my doc who then said that the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">BCP</span> is too strong for me and that I should stop drinking it and come and see him ... well I drank my last pill on Monday and I can see she is busy packing her bags to leave me ... hopefully ALONE ... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">LOL</span><br /><br />Anyhow my friend has asked me to do a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">HPT</span> cause she is convinced that I am <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">preggies</span> but I'm not ... so I'm skipping it ...<br /><br />oh and then I am PISSED at my one friend who had an abortion and then she still has the audacity to say "I had to do what I had to do, I hope u not mad" ... NO, I'm not mad ... I'm FURIOUS ... how can she just decide a healthy <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">unborn's</span> fate ... someone that cannot even make decisions for themselves ... if u <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">don't</span> want a baby keep your legs closed ... I mean you have got 2 kids already and you know where babies come from!!!!!!!!!! <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">OK</span>, this was just me venting.<br /><br />On a lighter note ... all seems to be going well, beside AF ... Randy is happy, my angel (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Varney</span>) is happy and healthy and everything just seems to be falling into place ...<br /><br />Enjoy your day off tomorrow.<br /><br />Kim<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">xoxoxo</span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-43915586857144289472009-09-10T15:44:00.000+02:002009-09-10T15:55:13.920+02:00Long time no post ...Well I have to admit I have been VERY sluggish with updating my blog ... I have just been so busy ...<br /><br />after my uncle's funeral I was booked off sick with flu and when I got back we were short staffed so been very hectic on my side ...<br /><br />Besides, being back at work I have kicked my diet to the curb again and I feel so bad for doing that ... about 5% of me blames my Randy, 10% of me blames my flu and 20% of me blames myself ... but hey I still feel great ...<br /><br />and I cant complain about the 5% cause right now I'm being treated like a queen ... getting flowers, and teddy's, and cakes, and romantic lunches and suppers ... so hey a girl really cant complain about that ...<br /><br />to my fellow bloggers ... ASKIES for not following your blogs for the last 2 weeks ... I am definitely going to catch up tomorrow ...<br /><br />speaking of tomorrow ... seeing that I was sick last week we only having our Spring braai tomorrow ... so nice of my boss to wait until I'm back at work and then having it ...<br /><br />Ok, you probably want to hear what we have been up to so here goes ...<br /><br />Randy: loving and still so handsome and sexy ... LOL ... ok still the King in my life and still spoiling me rotten ... <br />Varney: still so cute and growing at such a rapid pace ... oh BTW ... watch out on his blog as I update on his relationship with his dad ... seems like I'm losing my son ... he sleeps over at his dad's every weekend ... I'm so jealous, but part of me doesnt want to restrict him too much ... his rooom is nearly done so will post some pictures as well ...<br />Me: doing well ... still have a runny nose and irritating cough but still on 80kg's ... so happy that I didnt pick up ... oh ja and I'm on the pill for this month and next month ... but you probably saw on my ticker ...<br /><br />Mom, grandma and aunt seems to be coming to terms with the loss of my uncle, I'm really glad all the prayers worked ...<br /><br />Well until I write again ...<br /><br />Cheerio and lots of love<br />Kim<br />xoxoxoKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-36926711778819344662009-08-25T10:51:00.002+02:002009-08-25T11:01:34.356+02:00Just a note ...to update you all on the happenings in my life ...<br /><br />This past weekend we lost my uncle (mom's brother). He was like a dad to us when mom and dad split, so all of us are taking it very hard, especially mom and grandma.<br /><br />He lost his wife about 4 years ago and now it was his turn to go. It was so sudden, despite the fact that he was in hospital, but that was due to the fact that his leg was amputated on Thursday. He was still doing well on Friday when we went to visit him and he looked so handsome and at peace and he still made us laugh at his jokes and funny comments. He passed away on Saturday and it was horrible seeing my mom crying so much, that she <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">couldn't</span> even speak or breath properly.<br /><br />Randall, is the best! He is so caring and so supportive during our time of grief. He is so concerned about mom and even took us out for the day on Sunday to take our minds off things.<br /><br />We finally tiled the 2 bedrooms on Saturday, so it just our bedroom that needs to be tiled and then we have to paint and then we move to the bathroom. This <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">DIY</span> project of ours is so much fun and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Varney</span> is enjoying it himself.<br /><br />He is also doing so much better and he was also in tears, but I think it was mainly because he saw my mom cry so much.<br /><br />This coming weekend is the funeral, so I will most probably update after the funeral.<br /><br />To all the special <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><a href="http://www.ourpreciousmoments.org/">OPM</a></span> angels:<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">THANKS FOR THE KIND WORDS AND PRAYERS. IT IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED.</span></strong><br /><br />Lots of love<br />Kim<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">xoxoxo</span>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-40847860625828695382009-08-19T15:38:00.002+02:002009-08-19T15:47:26.967+02:00Today ...we bid farewell to my friend's baby girl born prematurely at 24 weeks ... she only lived for 14days before God fetched her ...<br /><br />I know he has greater plans for her and that he needed more angels, but it was very sad ... it felt as if I had lost a baby ...<br /><br />my friend and her family were in tears as they passed little K's coffin ... she looked like an angel, all dressed in white and so peaceful ...<br /><br />I know I have not walked the road of a miscarriage or a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">prem</span> baby or a stillborn, but my heart broke for her ...<br /><br />That is why I wanted to let all my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Internet</span> buddies know that I take my hat off to you ladies ... D, Eve, Mandy, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Mandri</span>, Bel, Lilian, Tammi, Lilly, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Ilze</span>, Nix, etc. you ladies are really strong and I respect you for going through your journey and still being the kind-hearted and loving ladies that you are ... still giving me support and advice ... still being what you have always been - YOURSELF!!!<br /><br />Stay as sweet as you are ...<br /><br />Love you lots<br />KimKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-57002710927344533302009-08-14T13:51:00.002+02:002009-08-14T15:06:28.476+02:00This weekendis gonna be HUGE fun ...<br /><br />Tonight we going to be home and play board games the whole night ...<br />Tomorrow it is down to painting again and if there is time, to go look for the wall stickers<br />Sunday we going to church and then the afternoon we going out for ice-cream ...<br /><br />I'm going to be taking pictures of our 'diy' project ...<br /><br />I went to look for wall stickers at Discount Cash and Carry, but unfortunately they dont have ...<br /><br />Uhm, what else ... *think, think, think* oh ja, I'm definitely doing my Hip Hop Abs this weekend and will rest on Sunday and uhm ... sjoe I cant remember ... old age I tell ya<br /><br />Anyways, I hope each and everyone enjoy your weekend with your families ...<br /><br />Until Monday ...<br /><br />MwahKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-30941539468144649632009-08-11T15:15:00.003+02:002009-08-11T15:30:59.889+02:00An award<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQdr9WAN_ze9FpaxIaN1A2_aM55fBnALqgYsOjR_vr_irNE1bsT8Jiv0G3ZNoymDveGhdzyOx3qY5rLk3iWWETKYWdheCf3Ga5Hld4P7p52bCjVT-Tf8J5WHzGmH_wouK6SNvP2Cq73VdI/s1600-h/a-lovely-blog-award.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5368695064111617298" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQdr9WAN_ze9FpaxIaN1A2_aM55fBnALqgYsOjR_vr_irNE1bsT8Jiv0G3ZNoymDveGhdzyOx3qY5rLk3iWWETKYWdheCf3Ga5Hld4P7p52bCjVT-Tf8J5WHzGmH_wouK6SNvP2Cq73VdI/s320/a-lovely-blog-award.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Thanks <a href="http://lifesmiracles-karien.blogspot.com/">Karien</a> for making my day and giving me an award for my blog.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I really appreciate it ... mwah </div><div> </div><div><em>The rules of the "One Lovely Blog Award" are: Accept the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.</em></div><div><em></em> </div><div>I am now passing this on to my fellow bloggers:</div><div> </div><div>Martie at <a href="http://somylifegoeson.blogspot.com/">So my life goes on</a></div><div>Nikki at <a href="http://nikibs.blogspot.com/">So, this is life</a></div><div>Mandy-Leigh at <a href="http://wheresmandysbaby-mandy-leigh.blogspot.com/">Where's my baby</a></div><div>Melanie at <a href="http://life-happened.blogspot.com/">Life happened</a></div><div>Tammi at <a href="http://landman-cools.blogspot.com/">Our dream come true</a></div><div>Eve at <a href="http://myttclife.blogspot.com/">My TTC life</a></div><div>Twinkles at <a href="http://twinkles-thewhole9yards.blogspot.com/">The whole 9 yards</a></div><div>Irene at <a href="http://hope852.blogspot.com/">Belly perspective</a></div><div>Monzelle at <a href="http://babadevilliers.blogspot.com/">Joshua Connor de Villiers</a></div><div>Mandri at <a href="http://mandri-poasaddict.blogspot.com/">POAS addict</a></div><div>Natalie at <a href="http://thehenmans.blogspot.com/">Almost there</a></div><div>Kandis at <a href="http://kandisandbrennen.blogspot.com/">Life and stuff</a></div><div>Bel at <a href="http://bel-theupsdowns.blogspot.com/">The ups and downs</a></div><div>Rentia at <a href="http://supermom-rentia.blogspot.com/">Supermom</a></div>Lilian at <a href="http://theroadtovictory-sasha.blogspot.com/">The road to victory</a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5227966340295530276.post-30845094066047248892009-08-07T10:41:00.002+02:002009-08-07T11:05:49.275+02:00Sometimes honesty is the best policy ...SO, some of you guys have noticed that I haven't been blogging and instead that the last 2 posts on my blog has been very emotional posts from Randall ...<br /><br />Well, I'm the kind of person who <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">doesn't</span> like talking and opening up when I've got problems. Somehow everything and everyone that surrounds me is just so perfect that I often compare my life to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">theirs</span>.<br /><br />Anyways, I've once again got marriage problems and I'm tired of hiding it and bottling up that I just feel this urge to open up and at least blog about it. I know no one is perfect and sometimes, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ok</span> most of the time I expect too much from my marriage and from people in general and when I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">don't</span> get it, I explode and block you out of my life. That is just the kind of person I am.<br /><br />I admit that I do have a problem, although it might not be a physical problem it is an emotional one. I am aware that I have been carrying around this problem for more than a year now. I have <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">alot</span> of emotional baggage and that is why I trust no one. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">don't</span> believe anything you might tell me, because I believe that everyone is out to hurt me and break me down.<br /><br />When I went on course a few months back, we did a questionnaire regarding your social circle, family, etc. and I had the lowest scores, because I'm still clinging to the past. I am STILL living in the past. All the heartache, all the scars, all the tears are packed into this bag that I am walking and carrying around.<br /><br />I listen <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">tentatively</span> to other people complaining and hey, I'll even advice you, but I wont practice what I preach and this is my downfall. I picture myself happy, but I'm too scared to open up, let go and grab the happiness I picture. I would rather just say or think about how happy other people are, but I will never ever go out and live that happiness.<br /><br />This is ruining <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">alot</span> in my life ... my friendships, my relationships with my family, my relationship with my son and EVEN my marriage. I'm afraid to take risks because of this. I think I have endured and seen too much heartache that I just crawl back into my shell and wait for things to get better instead of making things better.<br /><br />Another one of my downfalls, I will always put other people's happiness before my own. I will never ever put myself first, no matter how much I deserve it, I cant do it.<br /><br />I attract negativity, because I am always setting myself up for the day that I get hurt or disappointed. I even picture my actions and even revise my wording for that face-to-face interaction we will have when the line gets crossed.<br /><br />I know I need help seriously and blaming is out and choices are in, because I choose to be unhappy and I chose this situation. I know I can do something about this and admitting to my problem is the first step I needed to take.<br /><br />I want to make the best out of everything and I can only do this with a strong support structure. Someone or everyone keeping me on my toes. I want every aspect in my life to be a 10/10 situation: my marriage, my life, my relationship with my son, my relationship with my family, my friendships (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">cyberly</span> and in reality) and most importantly my relationship with God.<br /><br />I want to move forth and let go and I want to, no I WILL start as of today.<br /><br />Until I write again ...<br />KimKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14440514988285848145noreply@blogger.com4