is starting to get just a little bit TOO much to handle.
Feels like I'm sinking deeper and deeper. I have so much to deal with right now. My mom being so ill, my son's well-being (very close to my mom), my own well-being, my current job.
WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I sure would like to see that rainbow soon ... I hope and pray I'm strong enough to pull through.
This morning I woke up in such a good mood, thinking to myself that there is finally light at the end of the tunnel as my mom was up already and requested a cup of tea = recovery. Boy, was I wrong, as she is so sick again.
I pray that this nightmare will soon be over as I'm so emotionally and physically drained, feel like climbing in a hole never to return :(