Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Bible verse and prayer

Verse: Psalm 62:2

He only is my Rock! I shall not be greatly moved.

- God is the rock on which you can stand.
- This speaks of Permanence, Stability and Divine Protection.
- God wants to be all of this for you.
- BUT He must be your ONLY rock!
- THEN you can be secure no matter what storms may come.

PRAYER: Lord, I declare that You are my ONLY rock. As I trust You I can stand secure. Amen

Friday, March 20, 2009

Thought and prayer for the weekend

Verse: James 1:12

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him.

- Testings and trials are part of life.
- God blesses the people who patiently endure testing.
- To persevere means to stand firm and patiently endure.
- The tests and the trials will pass and God will reward you.

PRAYER: Lord, help me in the tests and trials that I am facing. Help me to persevere and pass the test. Amen.

Have a great weekend!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

My thougths

As I lay on my bed last night, I try and relax my body. Moving down from my head, to my shoulders, to my hips, than my thighs, than my feet. Trying to relax each body part, each muscle slowly. Relaxing...

I try and try to think about the positives in my life. About all I have - my family, my friends, my son, my marriage, my job, my car, the roof over my head, the clothes on my back, the food on my table and everything I have achieved.

But still, still 'evil' thoughts start taking over my unrelaxed mind. Thoughts of envy, thoughts of hatred, thoughts of loneliness.

I think of my life and it somehow feels disorientated. Out of sync. I feel lonely and scared. Fear takes over my body as sweat rushes down. I fear not being able to conceive ever again. I fear losing my son or my husband. I fear losing my job. I fear it all.

I know I'm not supposed to feel this way, but I do. Worst of all I wanna really try my best and my all to conceive. I feel I have not tried everything in my grasp. I'm ovulating as we speak, but I'm so scared that I will not conceive this month. I so want to have a baby now. I'm more then ready. Somehow I think this will fulfill my life: to make my husband a father. Not that he isn't a father already. He is a great dad for D. But for him to have his own blood running through his child's veins. I sometimes pray to God, to let me conceive even if I loose the baby at least I know I can conceive again and then find answers to why I am loosing. But, the other times, when I share the heartache and tears of my friends that have lost I pray to God to not put me through the loss of a baby or child ever.

I remember one night when me and R were laying and speaking. Speaking about how long we knew each other yet it took us so long to realise we were meant to be together. And what he mentioned had me thinking. Why did we waste so much time? Why didnt we start dating way back then, then Varney would have been his biological son. But then I thought further if it were to happen back then we would have not been together today. So I'd rather have waited so long, until we were both matured to be in a marriage and to give Varney the best.

I'm so scared he will get to miss out on a chance of really becoming a daddy. Because everyone around me seems to be falling preggies, like my friend at work (we started trying together in Dec 07) fell preggies last year Nov, but had a miscarriage in Dec. Now 3 months down the line she is preggies again. I am happy for her, but a part of me wishes it was me instead.

Will I ever get a chance again?

Monday, March 16, 2009

Daily thoughts and prayers

Verse: Psalm 94:18

When I said, my foot is slipping, Your mercy and loving-kindness, O Lord, held me up.

- God can hold you up no matter what you are facing.
- Sometimes it can feel like we are slipping.
- Things can feel as if they are slipping out of our grip.
- Even then God wants to hold you up!

Prayer: Lord, help me when I start slipping and hold me up I pray. Amen.

Verse: Psalm 42:8

Yet day-by-day the Lord also pours out His steadfast love upon me.
- God's love for you is firm and unchanging.
- Every day God wants to pour His love on you.
- Allow Him to pour His love on you.
- There is a fresh supply of God's love for you today!

Prayer: Lord, I receive Your love for me today. Thank You for Your loving-kindness towards me. Amen.

Verse: Ezekiel 34:16

'I will bind up that which was broken and I will strengthen the weak (sick)!' says the Lord God.

- God is able to restore any situation or circumstance.
- God is an expert at taking what is broken and healing it.
- God is able to give strength to those who are weak or sick.
- Give it to God - He can make something beautiful out of it!

Prayer: Lord, I give You the areas of my life that are broken and weak. I ask You to intervene and bring healing and strength. Amen.

Verse: Isaiah 25:4O

Lord, You are a refuge from the storm. You are a shelter from the rain and the heat to the needy in distress. You have been a stronghold!

- Storms are part of life.
- BUT you have a refuge, a shelter and a stronghold.
- If life is battering you, run to your refuge.
- God's arms are always open to receive you!

Prayer: Lord, truly You are my refuge in the storms of life. Be my refuge, my shelter and my stronghold, I pray. Amen.

Verse: Jeremiah 39:18

'For I will surely deliver you, because you have put your trust in Me.' says the Lord.

- Trusting God brings reward.
- Doing our own thing brings problems.
- Because you trust God, you can expect to be delivered.
- Yes, God wants to come through for you!

Prayer: Lord, when all around me are challenges and threats, I will trust in You, knowing that You will deliver me. Amen.

Verse: Nehemiah 2:20

I answered them by saying, 'The God of heaven will give us success. We His servants will start rebuilding.'

- God wants to give you success.
- God does not want to see us fail or fall.
- BUT sometimes we must take that initial step and start.
- As you start rebuilding, expect God to bless what you do and give you success.

Prayer: Lord, help me as I rebuild those areas of my life that need rebuilding and give me success I pray. Amen.

Verse: 1 Corinthians 6:20

For God has bought you with a great price. So use every part of your body to give glory back to God.

- God has paid a great price for each one of us.
- This should affect the way we live our lives.
- The way in which we live should bring glory to God.
- Let everything you do bring glory to God!

DECLARATION: I will live my life in such a way, so as to bring glory to God in all I do!

Verse: Deuteronomy 20:4

The Lord your God is the one who goes WITH YOU to fight FOR YOU against your enemies to give you victory.

- This is an incredible scripture. Think about it.
- God goes WITH YOU to fight FOR YOU!
- When facing a battle it is always more difficult alone.
- With God you are not alone and He will bring you to a place of victory!

PRAYER: Lord, how great it is to know that You go with me to fight for me! Give me the victory I pray. Amen.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Daily thoughts and prayers

Verse: Romans 12:2

Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed (changed) by the renewal of your mind, so that you may prove [for yourselves] what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God [in His sight for you].

- The world places so much pressure on us.
- The temptation is to conform to its pressures.
- God's word tells us that we should allow Him to transform us.
- We can either believe what the world tells us or what God says.
- I choose to believe God and His word.

Prayer: Lord, forgive me for following the patterns and pressures of this world. I choose to be transformed and to believe You. Amen.

Verse: Isaiah 45:22

Look to Me and be saved, all the ends of the earth! For I am God and there is no other.

- To what are you looking for your answers?
- No one and nothing else should be your answer.
- Look to God and don't be distracted.
- He has the power to save and is able to help.

Prayer: Lord, I look to You. You are God and there is no other. I will trust in and rely on You alone. Amen.

Verse: Psalm 24:7-9

Open up and let the King of Glory in. Who is this King of Glory? The Lord, strong and mighty, invincible in battle. Yes, open wide the gates and let the King of Glory in.

- We need to open up the gates of our lives and let God in.
- This is what we need to do.
- We need to open up our lives to God.
- And then let Him into our lives.

Prayer: Lord, I open up my life to You. Come into my life and be the Lord of my life. Amen.

Verse: 2 Corinthians 12:10

For when I am weak in human strength, then am I truly strong, able and powerful in divine strength.

- God can use anything and any situation.
- He can even use us when we feel weak and powerless.
- His strength makes us strong.
- For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Prayer: Lord, I need Your strength today! Come and empower me with Your divine strength. Amen.

Verse: 2 Corinthians 13:11

Be strengthened; be encouraged, consoled and comforted; live in peace, and the God of love and the Author of peace will be with you.

- Receive His strength today.
- Be encouraged and encourage yourself in the Lord.
- Receive His comfort and peace today.
- God is with you!

Prayer: Lord, I receive ALL that You have made available to me. I rejoice to know that You are with me. Amen.

Verse: Psalm 40:11 (The Message)

Now God, don't hold out on me, don't hold back Your passion. Your love and truth are all that keeps me together.

- God will never withhold His tender mercy for you.
- You can have hope in God's unfailing love and faithfulness.
- God wants to protect and preserve you.
- Don't come apart - Let Him keep and preserve you!

Prayer: Lord, thank You for Your love and mercy towards me. Thank You that You are holding me. Amen.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Daily thought and prayer

Verse: Psalm 46:10

Be still, and know (recognize and understand) that I am God.

- There is only one place we will find the rest our hearts long for.
- We need to find our rest in God.
- We spend our time running after things that do not fulfill us.
- God wants us to stop and be still and know that He is God.

Prayer: Lord, in the busyness of life, I forget that You are able and that You want to give me the rest my heart so longs for. Forgive me and help me to be still. I pray that You will cause the reality of Your greatness to be a reality to me. Amen.

Have a great Tuesday.
The Polan family

Monday, February 23, 2009

Thoughts and prayers

Verse: Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed. I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.

- God wants to strengthen you.
- God wants to help you.
- God wants to uphold you.
- God wants to give you support.
- God wants to lift you up and keep you elevated.

Prayer: Lord, I receive everything that You have for me today. I declare that I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me. Amen.

Verse: Psalm 143:6
I reach out for You, O Lord. (I spread out my hands to You). I thirst for You as parched land thirsts for rain.

- Let's do this!
- Let's reach out to God and take hold of Him.
- Let today be the day in which we begin to enjoy more of God.
- He has created us with a longing for Him.

Prayer: Lord, I reach out to You today. My hands are reaching for You. Come and fill my heart today. Amen.

Have a wonderful week.
The Polan Family

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